Pointless

So again the dark cloud has found me, it hovers over head,
Feelings of self loathing, feelings i thought were dead,
And i find myself asking, "Why am i here",
Sick of all this shit....It still seems so unclear.

What can you do when your whole life is clear as mud,
And the very thing you fear is running through your blood,
Pain and hate, hurt and fear,
Why the fuck is it all unclear...

I feel so pointless, like ill never know a way,
So damn pointless, theres things i wanna say,
But i dont know how, I guess ill never know...
...The point of life, the direction i should go.

Banging my head again against an invisble brick wall,
Made to feel like shit....made to feel 2 foot tall,
I can't get a grasp, i dont know whats real and fake,
Unclear of life, stripped to the bone, GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!

What can you do when your whole life is clear as mud,
And the very thing you fear is running through your blood,
Pain and hate, hurt and fear,
Why the fuck is it all unclear...

I feel so pointless, like ill never know a way,
So damn pointless, theres things i wanna say,
But i dont know how, I guess ill never know...
...The point of life, the direction i should go.

And i guess one day ill know,
Which way to turn, which way to go,
All i need is a guide to take me there,
Someone to love me, someone to care,
At the moment this life i cannot bare!!!!

And...

What can you do when your whole life is clear as mud,
And the very thing you fear is running through your blood,
Pain and hate, hurt and fear,
Why the fuck is it all unclear...

I feel so pointless, like ill never know a way,
So damn pointless, theres things i wanna say,
But i dont know how, I guess ill never know...
...The point of life, the direction i should go.

By Daz